I hate this.
I hate this.
My world is crashing down around me, and there isn't a damn thing I can do to stop it.
I hate highschool.
I talk to what, 3 people?
Yeah, I only trust 2 of them.
Everyone is talking shit.
My dad isn't doing any better.
My mom is always on my case.
The stupid ignorant peices of shit in my 3rd block WON'T leave me the FUCK alone.
I just hate this.
Everyone is so fucking two faced in highschool.
The pain is just too real, and the pressure is just too much.
I have no one to turn to.
NO ONE.
I would go to Andres, but I don't want to be a burden.
I can't go to my mom, because I'd just get the same shit ;; Ignore them. They just want a reaction. SHUT UP.
And I can't go to anyone else, because like I said, people talk shit, and it's so fucked up.
And then when they aren't talking shit, they just aren't listening.
I have no one to turn to and I don't know what to do.
I'd say that right about now I hate life.
Please don't comment with shit like "You can come to me." Yeah, I don't want to come to you. Right now I want someone to come looking for me. But I don't want it to happen this very second, all because it took reading my LJ entry to get them to relize that there is actually something wrong with me.
I hate this.
All of this.
Because no one cares anymore.
So you know what?
I'll try not to care either.
My world is crashing down around me, and there isn't a damn thing I can do to stop it.
I hate highschool.
I talk to what, 3 people?
Yeah, I only trust 2 of them.
Everyone is talking shit.
My dad isn't doing any better.
My mom is always on my case.
The stupid ignorant peices of shit in my 3rd block WON'T leave me the FUCK alone.
I just hate this.
Everyone is so fucking two faced in highschool.
The pain is just too real, and the pressure is just too much.
I have no one to turn to.
NO ONE.
I would go to Andres, but I don't want to be a burden.
I can't go to my mom, because I'd just get the same shit ;; Ignore them. They just want a reaction. SHUT UP.
And I can't go to anyone else, because like I said, people talk shit, and it's so fucked up.
And then when they aren't talking shit, they just aren't listening.
I have no one to turn to and I don't know what to do.
I'd say that right about now I hate life.
Please don't comment with shit like "You can come to me." Yeah, I don't want to come to you. Right now I want someone to come looking for me. But I don't want it to happen this very second, all because it took reading my LJ entry to get them to relize that there is actually something wrong with me.
I hate this.
All of this.
Because no one cares anymore.
So you know what?
I'll try not to care either.