another winter morning
i have been tossing and turning the past few nights and the reason for this continues to elude me.
i was in aurora/auburn/jordan/ithaca this past weekend and was incredibly happy. life is so much easier to live when surrounded by amazing, loving people who are on the same wavelength as you at least some of the time. this isnt to say that i am unhappy at home, but that i feel fundementally disconnected from the space that i left four odd years ago...i broke that mold, and really have no desire to go sqoozing back into it. i think this is the furtive cry of all birds kicked out of the nest, who fly to places beyond, and are then compelled to return to the place of there origin to only have there wings clipped.
i am going on a trip in a week and some days. it is not for fun, but i anticipate (nay, demand!) that fun will be had on said trip, despite the fact i am going to a place in which under the right circumstances i would be in some very big trouble for being who i am.
i am disgusted with intolerance.
attn summit: it has been decided by a small triumvirate faction of rag, tank, and tekh that there shall be a meeting of the minds at least once a year for the rest of our organic existances. so spread the word, bitches. ;P
now; tai chi.
i was in aurora/auburn/jordan/ithaca this past weekend and was incredibly happy. life is so much easier to live when surrounded by amazing, loving people who are on the same wavelength as you at least some of the time. this isnt to say that i am unhappy at home, but that i feel fundementally disconnected from the space that i left four odd years ago...i broke that mold, and really have no desire to go sqoozing back into it. i think this is the furtive cry of all birds kicked out of the nest, who fly to places beyond, and are then compelled to return to the place of there origin to only have there wings clipped.
i am going on a trip in a week and some days. it is not for fun, but i anticipate (nay, demand!) that fun will be had on said trip, despite the fact i am going to a place in which under the right circumstances i would be in some very big trouble for being who i am.
i am disgusted with intolerance.
attn summit: it has been decided by a small triumvirate faction of rag, tank, and tekh that there shall be a meeting of the minds at least once a year for the rest of our organic existances. so spread the word, bitches. ;P
now; tai chi.