I cant wait for college....
Tonight was horrible when i got home, and i have had the worst night ever, and i have been crying all night.
Lemme start at the beginning...
So i told Tobi and arnold i would take them to the mall...well my car has been being retarded and my alignment is so wrong that my car immediately turns left when i let go of the wheel, and it shakes when i drive. so my grandpa said not to drive it because it could be a problem with something called a tire rod or something and i could be flung to the left into oncoming traffic if it broke and die. so i cant drive my car until my dad can fix it. so me and my mom got into a fight after school about how my brother has a better car than i have and how mine is a peice of crap and i hate it. actually i really love my car and im rather attached, its just a peice of shit. so my mom yelled at me and i yelled at her then i left to go get Tobi and arnold in her car. we went to the mall and then we messed around in the mall then i took them home. I got home and my mom yelled at me some more and i got pissed cuz she wouldnt shut up and i yelled back. so my dad came home and they both yelled at me. now im the bad child because when they were done yelling at me they yelled at eachother, and once again i caused a fight. I really wanted to call tobi so maybe he could make me feel better, but i didnt want to seem like i was crowding him since i had just been with him two hours earlier. so tomorrow morning my mom has to drive me and my brother to school. that should be buckets of fun.
Life sucks ass more than anything.
i really hate being the center of everyones problems and causing everyone harm. maybe my car flinging into oncoming traffic wouldnt be so bad for people. but that would be stupid because i like being with tobi and my friends, that and college are about the only things keeping me going right now.
I havent eaten anything all day except a few fries and a couple of cookies...and im still not hungry...
On the upside, i made cookies and i got my art project done. i dont like my project but who cares at least its done. i think it looks awful. gah....sometimes i hate myself....I just hope things get better....ugh...
Lemme start at the beginning...
So i told Tobi and arnold i would take them to the mall...well my car has been being retarded and my alignment is so wrong that my car immediately turns left when i let go of the wheel, and it shakes when i drive. so my grandpa said not to drive it because it could be a problem with something called a tire rod or something and i could be flung to the left into oncoming traffic if it broke and die. so i cant drive my car until my dad can fix it. so me and my mom got into a fight after school about how my brother has a better car than i have and how mine is a peice of crap and i hate it. actually i really love my car and im rather attached, its just a peice of shit. so my mom yelled at me and i yelled at her then i left to go get Tobi and arnold in her car. we went to the mall and then we messed around in the mall then i took them home. I got home and my mom yelled at me some more and i got pissed cuz she wouldnt shut up and i yelled back. so my dad came home and they both yelled at me. now im the bad child because when they were done yelling at me they yelled at eachother, and once again i caused a fight. I really wanted to call tobi so maybe he could make me feel better, but i didnt want to seem like i was crowding him since i had just been with him two hours earlier. so tomorrow morning my mom has to drive me and my brother to school. that should be buckets of fun.
Life sucks ass more than anything.
i really hate being the center of everyones problems and causing everyone harm. maybe my car flinging into oncoming traffic wouldnt be so bad for people. but that would be stupid because i like being with tobi and my friends, that and college are about the only things keeping me going right now.
I havent eaten anything all day except a few fries and a couple of cookies...and im still not hungry...
On the upside, i made cookies and i got my art project done. i dont like my project but who cares at least its done. i think it looks awful. gah....sometimes i hate myself....I just hope things get better....ugh...