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Today was another windy day, so nobody went fishing. Instead, we sat around played poker all day. Fun stuff.
I think I'm starting to get a little home-sick. Well, actually, I've been home-sick. It's nice and all out here, but I could just as well be home. I'm no outdoorsman. This would never be a vacation I sought out. Actually, if this trip were with ten of my friends, I'd probably have a real good time, but it's a little bit boring seeing as I'm thirty years younger than everyone else here.
I took a nap this afternoon, and woke up from a bad dream. It went something to the effect of Gen getting with someone else while I was out here. That's been on my mind a lot lately, although I'm not really sure why. Well, there was our little rough skid we went through. It's still silly to even have those thoughts. I completely trust her. I don't think she has it in her to cheat on me. At least, I hope not. After waking up from that, I really wanted to talk to her, but I couldn't find the damn phone card. Horseshit.
With all this time out here in the wilderness, she's often on my mind. A little time apart is good, though. It makes you appreciate what you've got. And I really do have a great girl. I'm coming to realize that more and more everyday. It's gonna be nice to get back and lay down beside her, and just...be with her. It's funny the things you miss about a person: Her hair - how it smells...The way she kisses - I can tell she loves me when she kisses me. She has a way of drawing me to her. She always wants to be closer. Physically and mentally.
This is now my longest relationship and I'm kind of surprised it's made it this far. We've has some issues, but I think we're past all of that now, and hopefully we're on route to 'the good stuff'. She's really good for me. We suit each other well, even with our differences. She keeps me grounded and I think I've opened her up to different things she'd never experience other-wise. And for that matter, she's done the same for me. We can both learn a lot from each other and we've done that already. This is making me miss her even more. I just can't wait to see her again. Just seeing her face make me get all warm inside. Soon enough. Five days. She's picking me up at the airport. I'd like to spend the day with her on Monday...maybe go to the beach. We'll see how the jet lag effects me.
Enough of this. Time to hit the sack.
I think I'm starting to get a little home-sick. Well, actually, I've been home-sick. It's nice and all out here, but I could just as well be home. I'm no outdoorsman. This would never be a vacation I sought out. Actually, if this trip were with ten of my friends, I'd probably have a real good time, but it's a little bit boring seeing as I'm thirty years younger than everyone else here.
I took a nap this afternoon, and woke up from a bad dream. It went something to the effect of Gen getting with someone else while I was out here. That's been on my mind a lot lately, although I'm not really sure why. Well, there was our little rough skid we went through. It's still silly to even have those thoughts. I completely trust her. I don't think she has it in her to cheat on me. At least, I hope not. After waking up from that, I really wanted to talk to her, but I couldn't find the damn phone card. Horseshit.
With all this time out here in the wilderness, she's often on my mind. A little time apart is good, though. It makes you appreciate what you've got. And I really do have a great girl. I'm coming to realize that more and more everyday. It's gonna be nice to get back and lay down beside her, and just...be with her. It's funny the things you miss about a person: Her hair - how it smells...The way she kisses - I can tell she loves me when she kisses me. She has a way of drawing me to her. She always wants to be closer. Physically and mentally.
This is now my longest relationship and I'm kind of surprised it's made it this far. We've has some issues, but I think we're past all of that now, and hopefully we're on route to 'the good stuff'. She's really good for me. We suit each other well, even with our differences. She keeps me grounded and I think I've opened her up to different things she'd never experience other-wise. And for that matter, she's done the same for me. We can both learn a lot from each other and we've done that already. This is making me miss her even more. I just can't wait to see her again. Just seeing her face make me get all warm inside. Soon enough. Five days. She's picking me up at the airport. I'd like to spend the day with her on Monday...maybe go to the beach. We'll see how the jet lag effects me.
Enough of this. Time to hit the sack.