Just breathing
She sat there. So calm, over collected. Paying no mind to the taunting ghost that once tainted and danced upon her broken spirit, dwelling just behind her. She gave IT nothing but a smile and a nod. A silent partnership. Both parties wanting nothing more than peace. Every now and then however, she could not help but roll her eyes at the ashaming words spoken so evily innocent. But then there was that one day. Today. Where the smallest words slit her heart and left year deep wounds. Holes long ago filled by forgetfulness and time. How can IT do this, the girl thought to herslef. Sit just behind my mind and act as if our lives never collided until this moment. Pretending that there was no past, and if there was, IT wasnt there. IT lived in the hope that the renewal was indeed renewal, and that the girl was ok and blissfully regretless. IT lurked in the shadows of the girls hopeful feat of ignoring....IT.
Went to Whitneys for a little bit with Matt, but she was working on an essay so we played Mario cart with Caitlin which is always fun. Tomorrow i must go to the hospital with my mom to stay with my grandma.. grandpa is having surgery. But i get to skip school.. because i am SO cool.. haa
Love. Just do it.
Miss you