fustration!!!!
ok so let's start with the most recent events...
so i'm on my way home and then my cars curse shuts itself off and i'm like WTF?! ok so it's done this before no problem i'll push on the gas and turn it back on...WRONG! before i can even touch the pedal my car goes chunk chunk and DIES...dead stop in the middle of 18 so i'm like holy shish so i push on the brake and put it in park then i turn the key off and try to start it again...nothing ...so i try for about 1-2 minutes more while all the time being flicked off sworn at and honked at. ok people obviously i stopped my car in the middle of the freaking road just to piss u off so if u can come and start my car or shut the heck up! so after my great attempts someone finaly pulls over and is like do u need help? i could have screamed...but it's all good he helped me push it to the side of the road and then he looks at me funny and says-don't u have a phone? i'm like ummmm... no so he lets me use his. i really need to get a phone. so i started to call dad and then i'm like wtf he's out doing chores. so i call uncle dennis hoping he's getting off of work soon. no such luck he's getting off in an hour soooooooo i tell him what happened and he said he'd talk to dad and they'd try to fix it. so i then try to call grandma and grandpa to get a ride to work. no one home. i tried to call people in algona (people u didn't answer ur phones) so then i decided that even though i really didn't want to call them...i called my uncle darrel and chris ended up coming and getting me. oh happy days...NOT. then i called cec and i'm like hey my car died i'm going to be late. so yeah i get chris to go to my house on his way home and tell dad that the car is dead so he calls me at townmart and is like what? so i tell him and he comes and gets the keys. fustrated already yes i am.
so tonight when dad came and got me from work me mainly said the car might not make it out alive. one too many attempts at suicide. so i'm like freaking A i really really really need a car tomorrow for work and my errands but hell no my parents think that i should be able to bug rides off of people and get rides to work...ok so this isn't going to work because mom doesn't get off work in time and dad has to do chores HELLO PEOPLE! blah
so add that to the horrible track meet last night(yes thank u alhers all he can say is what the heck happened...ouch!) and the fact that mom just yelled at me mainly telling me it was my fault the car killed itself and that i of course never help out with cleaning the house ever because i'm suck a lazy pile.
so now besides shaken, depressed and feeling completely worthless, i'm fustrated. bad things coome in 3's so what happens next? i can' wait to find out...
oh and if anyone is still reading this (which i doubt) thanks austin and pat guy and i guess grant (even though u only came to watch katelyn run and didn't give to hoots about me) for coming and watching the boring track meet don't worry u don't have to come on friday. it's all good. my lifes a hell right now and i have to pick a college by friday WTF!!!!!!!!!!!!
so i'm on my way home and then my cars curse shuts itself off and i'm like WTF?! ok so it's done this before no problem i'll push on the gas and turn it back on...WRONG! before i can even touch the pedal my car goes chunk chunk and DIES...dead stop in the middle of 18 so i'm like holy shish so i push on the brake and put it in park then i turn the key off and try to start it again...nothing ...so i try for about 1-2 minutes more while all the time being flicked off sworn at and honked at. ok people obviously i stopped my car in the middle of the freaking road just to piss u off so if u can come and start my car or shut the heck up! so after my great attempts someone finaly pulls over and is like do u need help? i could have screamed...but it's all good he helped me push it to the side of the road and then he looks at me funny and says-don't u have a phone? i'm like ummmm... no so he lets me use his. i really need to get a phone. so i started to call dad and then i'm like wtf he's out doing chores. so i call uncle dennis hoping he's getting off of work soon. no such luck he's getting off in an hour soooooooo i tell him what happened and he said he'd talk to dad and they'd try to fix it. so i then try to call grandma and grandpa to get a ride to work. no one home. i tried to call people in algona (people u didn't answer ur phones) so then i decided that even though i really didn't want to call them...i called my uncle darrel and chris ended up coming and getting me. oh happy days...NOT. then i called cec and i'm like hey my car died i'm going to be late. so yeah i get chris to go to my house on his way home and tell dad that the car is dead so he calls me at townmart and is like what? so i tell him and he comes and gets the keys. fustrated already yes i am.
so tonight when dad came and got me from work me mainly said the car might not make it out alive. one too many attempts at suicide. so i'm like freaking A i really really really need a car tomorrow for work and my errands but hell no my parents think that i should be able to bug rides off of people and get rides to work...ok so this isn't going to work because mom doesn't get off work in time and dad has to do chores HELLO PEOPLE! blah
so add that to the horrible track meet last night(yes thank u alhers all he can say is what the heck happened...ouch!) and the fact that mom just yelled at me mainly telling me it was my fault the car killed itself and that i of course never help out with cleaning the house ever because i'm suck a lazy pile.
so now besides shaken, depressed and feeling completely worthless, i'm fustrated. bad things coome in 3's so what happens next? i can' wait to find out...
oh and if anyone is still reading this (which i doubt) thanks austin and pat guy and i guess grant (even though u only came to watch katelyn run and didn't give to hoots about me) for coming and watching the boring track meet don't worry u don't have to come on friday. it's all good. my lifes a hell right now and i have to pick a college by friday WTF!!!!!!!!!!!!