Jan 09, 2005 15:20
I feel like he doesn't like me anymore. I haven't heard from him at all today or at all yesterday. I've tried to call, and he doesn't answer or call me back. What the fuck?! I'm fucking sick and this is not making me any happier. Seriously, is it so hard to call me and tell me whats going on...I THINK NOT!!!!!!!!!!!! I feel like he likes me better as a friend than a girlfriend, but everyone says I'm jumping to conclusions...well if they were in my situation they would be shitting their pants because if they don't see their boyfriends one fucking day they FREAK THE FUCK OUT....I haven't seen mine in a fucking long ass week...probably going on two...the least I would like is a phone call...
I just want to go back to school. Finish the semester then start summer and start working...that's all I really want to do. I would love to go to Maine this summer. To get away from the beach drama...and visit my family and have a good old time...
I will never cry over a guy because they aren't worth it...I've learned it the fucking hard way...he was a major ass...guys just don't understand....
flip the fuck out........
I'll do whatever I wanna do...GOSH!!!!!!!!!!!
ashley
(you don't deserve a heart)