aol=gone
well i'm not sure if i mentioned it before or not but we're getting some kinda new internet service...so we're getting rid of aol. Everyone that was on my buddy list i added to my aim buddy list..until i find out what we're getting or my new e-mail address all i can give you guys is my aim screen names...
PMSn weekLy
Lovinq travis
so if you wanna talk or whatever be sure to add me ;]
hopefully i'll still be able to keep this thing up..
i had the shittest day in the world yesterday. So not good...I called my mom at work and told her i was going shopping with emily and we were meeting travis and jeremy up there..and she said ok..then a little later she called back and said i could stop by her work and she'd give me $30..so i was like ok thanks..and i have a credit card for american eagle..but i hardly ever wear the clothes..but emily wanted some shirts so we went..and my mom got really pissed cause she totally forgot about my credit card..and little did i know the money my mom gave me was her money left over from her birthday that someone had given her..well damn if i didn't feel like shit. So..usually when i use the credit card i call my grandfather and tell him i'm gonna use it since he pays for it..and yesterday i didn't..and she made me feel like i took advantge of both of them..I called my grandfather and told him..and i was crying cause at this point i just feel like shit..and the kind of crying where you're like gasping for air sorta..not like dying but ya know..and i was trying to calm down but i couldn't...because i didn't want him to know i was so upset..cause i knew it'd make him upset..btw he lives in pennsylvania..anyways..so i told him and he's like it's ok babe im not mad...and then when we were saying bye..he's like love ya babe..and i think he started to cry..and after we hung up i started bawling. So..my mom was telling me she was making airline reservations today for me to fly up there and visit him..and she said i was going for july 25-aug 3..and i know i shouldn't of said this..but i was like "i'm not going for that long~!@" selfish of me i know..all i was worried about was my friends and not going to see him...and she goes "that man does EVERYTHING for you..and when he wants to see you he will..whether we gotta drive..hitch hike..i don't care" and i was like ok..and i'm trying to eat while i'm crying..but of course that wasn't working..and i said some stuff to really piss her off..and she goes and i'm gonna put a end to you seeing travis every day ok that made my heart drop..break..everything..she can't do that to me..i won't be complete..he's like my backbone. But i know she really wouln't do that...and me and him were having a bad day yesterday..things were just really shitty..hopefully today will be a lot better..i love you guys..leave comments~!@ <3333
PMSn weekLy
Lovinq travis
so if you wanna talk or whatever be sure to add me ;]
hopefully i'll still be able to keep this thing up..
i had the shittest day in the world yesterday. So not good...I called my mom at work and told her i was going shopping with emily and we were meeting travis and jeremy up there..and she said ok..then a little later she called back and said i could stop by her work and she'd give me $30..so i was like ok thanks..and i have a credit card for american eagle..but i hardly ever wear the clothes..but emily wanted some shirts so we went..and my mom got really pissed cause she totally forgot about my credit card..and little did i know the money my mom gave me was her money left over from her birthday that someone had given her..well damn if i didn't feel like shit. So..usually when i use the credit card i call my grandfather and tell him i'm gonna use it since he pays for it..and yesterday i didn't..and she made me feel like i took advantge of both of them..I called my grandfather and told him..and i was crying cause at this point i just feel like shit..and the kind of crying where you're like gasping for air sorta..not like dying but ya know..and i was trying to calm down but i couldn't...because i didn't want him to know i was so upset..cause i knew it'd make him upset..btw he lives in pennsylvania..anyways..so i told him and he's like it's ok babe im not mad...and then when we were saying bye..he's like love ya babe..and i think he started to cry..and after we hung up i started bawling. So..my mom was telling me she was making airline reservations today for me to fly up there and visit him..and she said i was going for july 25-aug 3..and i know i shouldn't of said this..but i was like "i'm not going for that long~!@" selfish of me i know..all i was worried about was my friends and not going to see him...and she goes "that man does EVERYTHING for you..and when he wants to see you he will..whether we gotta drive..hitch hike..i don't care" and i was like ok..and i'm trying to eat while i'm crying..but of course that wasn't working..and i said some stuff to really piss her off..and she goes and i'm gonna put a end to you seeing travis every day ok that made my heart drop..break..everything..she can't do that to me..i won't be complete..he's like my backbone. But i know she really wouln't do that...and me and him were having a bad day yesterday..things were just really shitty..hopefully today will be a lot better..i love you guys..leave comments~!@ <3333