Mar 03, 2004 21:39
i have had a really confuseing day today. where to start..ummm....let me see......ok i will start here. i was this happy lil person today right up until english. i founf out that my best friend squegie was mad at me and i have no idea why. i asked he way but she wouldnt talk to me. then all she said to me was that i should know. but honestly i dont have the slightest clue why. it boggels my mind. another thing is that my beggest weekness in the entire world is when my friends dont talk to me. i hate it and it drives me absoloutly crazy. but if squegie is mad at me there has to be a reason why. but whatever it is i am wicked sorry for. ya i know i am a bad friend. i cant be a good friend to anyone. ya i try but no one is perfect at it. i know im not. i am such a bad person. i dont deserve friends as good as squegie, ariana, adam, chris, kevin, jimi, and jon. but i know i couldn't live without them.
my second topic happened at lunch today. i was talking to chris and he said " dont hurt yourself" well i replyed that he was going to hurt myself. now i ask you this, does this sentence make any sence. i you break it down it says "your going to hurt my you". "self" means "me" so when someone uses the word "myself" they are talking about themselves. does that make any sence?
i saw the most cutest thing today. my lil sisters best friend stef is only 4 foot 4 inches. well in the basketball game she was dribbling the ball. she was so cute. well then something got me mad. she was dribbling the ball and went to take a shot and a 6 foot tall girl put her hands over he ans stuffed he. i was soo mad. it was soo mean. but stef played awsome.
adam- i need your help with something. i will probably call you tonight. your my adam and im your ally and i know you will do anything for me. i will do anything for you. you are one of my very best friends. i love you.