DREAMS...
you ever just have one of those nights where you feel like doing this one thing and so you go to do it and you feel so unable. You really just feel like you're very unable.... i had one of those nights tonight....it reminded me so much of my dream and how i feel so incapable of following through on that dream. maybe because part of me knows that it will never happen. i'm bummed.....
DREAM - that's such a light word. Such a light and small word yet it means so much to one person. It's different for everyone...i have mine too. Why does it hurt so much to feel like i have no way of fulfulling it or being good enough or able enough or just that it simply won't happen...
i guess i'm just feeling like i can't do - no matter how hard i try i can't and i'll never be good enough.
but even threw all of that, i still feel this need to push on. through all of that, there's still HOPE...
"FOR I KNOW THE PLANS I HAVE FOR YOU," DECLARES THE LORD, "PLANS TO PROSPER YOU AND NOT TO HARM YOU, PLANS TO GIVE YOU A HOPE AND A FUTURE."
DREAM - that's such a light word. Such a light and small word yet it means so much to one person. It's different for everyone...i have mine too. Why does it hurt so much to feel like i have no way of fulfulling it or being good enough or able enough or just that it simply won't happen...
i guess i'm just feeling like i can't do - no matter how hard i try i can't and i'll never be good enough.
but even threw all of that, i still feel this need to push on. through all of that, there's still HOPE...
"FOR I KNOW THE PLANS I HAVE FOR YOU," DECLARES THE LORD, "PLANS TO PROSPER YOU AND NOT TO HARM YOU, PLANS TO GIVE YOU A HOPE AND A FUTURE."