Jan 30, 2005 18:25
and she wonders where these dreams go
when the world got in her way..
so i'm all of a sudden pretty bad
at this whole updating-the-livejournal-thing.
oh well.
so this weekend was fun.
hung out with the K&L haha
found out that spring break might be
effing AWESOME!!
JKL+FLORIDA=..well lets just put it this way..
WATCH OUT ;-) cause were coming! haha
friday:
out with kate, then out with louiza
took care of some things haha
then went to the bball game.
then...after game dance..fun stuff
good times, good times
Saturday:
skating
breakfast with mama diegs
worked
out with kate.
babysat.
home real late
Sunday:
kate called me
went out tanning really early
then to target
then to the village
then went over to adams
and then i came home
did homework
ate dinner with the fam.
and here i am..
and here i sit..and think like i always do.
i realize that i have messed up
a lot. and i can't go back and change it.
but i can change what happens in the future..
the only thing i can do is prove that i am
well.., different.
i can't dwell on the past.
i have to live with a certain regret everyday
and i figure the only way to get rid of it
is to change it.
<3 jane
i'm not a perfect person
theres many things i wish i didnt do
but i continue learning
i never meant to do those things to you
and so i have to say before i go
that i just want you to know...
i found a reason for me
to change who i used to be
a reason to start over new
and the reason is you
i'm sorry that i hurt you
its something i must live with everyday
and the pain i put you through
i wish i could take it all away
and be the one who catches all your tears
thats why i need you to hear..
i found a reason for me
to change who i used to be
a reason to start over new
and the reason is you...