a dream is a wish your heart makes..when you're fast asleep...

[littleprincess7]

So it's sunday..this weekend has been alright. Kinda took it easy all weekend. which was probably a good idea. friday night i went to the play with kate and sarah then afterwards they came over and that was fun. and then saturday i skated for 2 and a half hours and that was good it's so good to be back! then i got home around 11 then a little after that we left and went up to see my grandma for the day. that was fun i love my grandma! we havent seen her in a wayyy long time. but then i got home and went to jessicas and hung out w/ her and louiza and then i'm not even going to begin to explain the rest of the night..it got really messed up so then i ended up getting in trouble for absolutely nothing and had to come home @ like 9:30..awesome huh? yeahhh so then on a saturday night..i fell asleep at like 10:15..yeah i'm sweet.but i had a dream last night. I HATE DREAMS ..but i love them so much at the same time. i had a dream and it seemed so real. and now of course thats all i'm thinking about. i dont know what it's supposed to mean..i just have this feeling and it sucks and i can't describe it. whatever it doesnt even matter. it's not like he ever thinks about me anyway..and i mean i probably wouldnt if i were him but i dunno. it just doesnt feel right like this.

anyway.. we're going to get our christmas tree today..we're going to cut it down. hopefully we get to decorate it tonight :) thats my favorite thing! :)..
i love christmas.
except this year i think it's going to be a lonely one..
xoxo
<3 jane elizabeth