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[littleprince]

my life has become
narrative
almost unlike
before

but the thoughts
in my mind
make it sound like
an irony

growing up makes
you devoid of all that
energy
it
saps you
and leaves you
dirty green

while for some to blame
and
lash out
in retaliation

it is as if
life
has become darker

with that and
the reality of it
all

painting
paint pictures
fatal
mortal
and transient

then indifferently
no
thankfully
with a phonecall

can
but
not
will break this

undoing this little note
of rebellion
against
existentialism.