SOOO...
So yesterday was me and angels 1 year anniversary. it was the best anniversary ever. it was awesome. in the morning i left a box of chocolates on his car and a note. then he left a note with a picture that he drew of jack and sally from nightmare before christmas holding hands and it says "now and forever" its so cute! and there was a big candy bar with it too. then on the note he put "i got you something but i lost it in your room" so then i looked around and i found the new Star Wars movie!!!! it was sooo awesome!!!! then he took me out to dinner!!! then he gave me a necklace!!!! it was sooo perfect i couldnt have asked for a better anniversary. i had so much fun i loved it. BUT... then today after all thats over i guess hes going to go back to being mean again. A while ago he said that he wanted me to see SAW with him. and now hes like "well i think you should see it alone" and i was so happy because i thought he actually wanted to do something with me without having to have a special occasion to do it. and now hes all mad because of all the stuff that happened a few weeks ago with all that crap that happened. So he had a day to be nice to me and stuff. and thats it. now hes back to his old self. Plus to top it all off. my day sucked in general. because in band we have this music that sucks because im not very good at reading music so im having alot of trouble and this girl that i dont like named Sarai tried to take my solos and it pissed me off and i told the section leader Liz that i would have it learned by this weekend and she was like HAHAHA and laughed alot then caryssa was like "whats so funny?" and Liz was like "Drew thinks she can learn to play this" and then caryssa started laughing too and it made be feel so bad i just wanted to cry. So all in all i had a really bad day. but yesterday was really good. I have a jazz band concert in a week. which also sucks because i have 2 solos that i suck at. Maybe im not giving myself enough credit i dunno, but i dont think that they sound very good. I dunno.