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[littlepinkstar7]

God I am going to go nuts. I'm so sick of being the center of attention. and then every night I get DRILLED on what I did all day and did I contact this person and what about this and could you email so and so or what about that or maybe you should just try. GOD I KNOW!!!! I know what I'm doing!!! I've spent 40 hours a week for the last 1.5 weeks making these contacts and sending nearly a hundred emails! I know they're just trying to help! but it's like she thinks I'm upset about not finding a job, so she's trying to make suggestions. it's not that! it just takes time! and you feeling so much pity for me only makes me feel stupider! when I'm not feeling badly at all to behind with. AHHHH
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