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"she believed she could, so she did."
this is true. because right now, I believe I can't, and I know I won't.
I just hate everything. my priorities are so mixed up, and I have no energy or emotion for anything. except for crying. I don't know if I've ever been this depressed before. it is everything to bring forth the energy to even get up out of my chair to fix myself a meal. I have no idea where I am or where I belong. I have no home and no heart and nowhere Togo to feel loved and needed and appreciated. my passions are nothing. I don't have enough pride to even put makeup on my face. people don't matter. my things that I have always loved don't matter. food barely matters. my money doesn't matter. I just really don't care. social media is stupid, and I think I need a break from it, because it's really depressing.
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