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So if you know anything about me you know my obsession with my cats. Espicially one named Katie. She was a fatty and well-known. She was our family member. My moms best friend and mine.
I got a phone call on monday while i was in the middle of typing an email to my professor. My mom was balling her eyes and told me to sit down. So i did. She then told me she had found Katie dead in her room =[. This is a tradegy. We are so devastated. I went home that day with nothing but my purse so i could say goodbye to my dearest friend Katie.
This literally came out of no where. And we think she just went her sleep peacefully. We knew she was old because her little back legs couldnt push her up onto the couch or our beds anymore but we didnt know it was that bad. We thought she had more time =[.I am still just in shock and angry and in denial. I really dont know how i feel.
We miss her so much and i dont know what to do with myself, and i know my mom espicially doesnt know what to do. She lives by herself and i know having Katie around helped her a lot.
I dont know what to do i cant stop crying i miss her so much. Ive had her since i was 7, my dad was still around then, he never got to meet her but that just shows how old she was. (13) which really isnt that old for a cat. She lived a good life and we know she loved us just as much as we loved her. This was the 1st pet i have ever lost and i never in a million years thought loosing a pet was this hard. I really dont know what to do with myself.
Im going home tomorrow, its been planned for a while that i was going to but fuck. What timing. Nick is coming with me just like planned i just hope it doesnt get awqward for him, espicially since i was nervous for him coming to Allen Park in the 1st place.
This just makes it worse.
I really want to know when the pain of loosing her will go away. I want to not cry for one day just one day. My mom is picking up her ashes today so that we can always have her with us=(.
I miss her so much.
R.I.P Katie
July 27th 1996
Novemeber 3rd 2008.
I miss her so much =[