I think im going nuts.
For real though. Okay this is probably going to be long but whatever. Who am i talking to anyways? Oh whatev. So about a year ago deby told me about this 11:11 curse thing. Everytime you see it, something bad is going to happen. I laughed in her face. Well i started seeing 11:11 a lot more.. and then bad things started happening. I kept trying to myself it was just a coincedence, but it was still in the back of my head and everytime i see the fucking clock and its 11:11 the words "oh fuck" come to my mind. So i started really beliving this bullshit, and it really pisses me off. So deby came up to visit me while i was at school. And we both are really sick of this dumb "curse" 11:11, because honestly i see it ALL the time. We wanted to get rid of it, so we researched and researched what this stupid number means, because honestly i want to go back to making a wish on 11:11. So while looking it up, we found sooooooooo many, i mean 100's of articles saying its some force trying to tell us a message, good or bad. That its angels watching over us. So honestly, i was relived but i was still skeptical of this bullshit. (It really pisses me off). So whatever we just went on with our lives, and everytime i see it try telling myself, its someone watching over me, trying to tell me a message. So lately its been EVERYWHERE. i mean fucking everywhere, i was at the gas station and they just popped up on the pump. I see it on billboards, ive scene 4 "L" (llll), the other day at work it was a total so many times, the next day i refused to be on cash register for this reason. Its like taking over my life. Well at work we have an intercom, and a customers total was 11.11 AGAIN i didnt even see it, i heard it. So i was serously ready to lock myself in my room, because its been everywhere and i thought something bad was going to happen. Well my friend, Nick, is in Alaska, and i dont know if we have "anything" because he's there, but i still worry about him. Well his phone was off for 4 days straight, and i started to worry, because he's there doing one of the worlds most dangerous jobs. (He is a fishing guide) And just before his phone was turned off, he told me how he fell out of his raft and floated down a really rapidy (is that a word?) river. He could have died!!!!!! But thank god he was okay. Well anyways, back on track here. So after seeing 11:11 so much, and not hearing from him i was really fucking worried. Well he ended up calling me the other night, after i saw 11:11 soo much for like 4 days straight. I was soo relived and the "curse" in my book was broken. So him being 4 hours behind, he called me at 1:00 in the morning. So the next day i woke up and i didnt see it at all, it was finally gone in my head, because something good came out of it. Or so i thought. This morning i woke up @ 11:11, i cashed my check and went and bought tobacco, and my fucking total was 11:11 i was like yeah im buying a lighter, so it was 11:11 but just the fact that i saw it. So i was driving home and decided to play the radio game all by myself (whatever). I got the "radio game" from the best show ever ONE TREE HILL!!! Where you ask the radio a question, and it gives you an answer by song. Like "does he like me" and some song about a player comes on, so thats a no. Anyways, so i decided, being my loser self, to ask "Is this 11:11 thing good or bad" and classical music came on. So i ask another question "Is this 11:11 thing bad" and another classical song came on. So i was like ugh. So i asked another question "Is this 11:11 thing good" and changed the station and it was a guy talking and he goes "uhhhh.... yes.." and i was sooo relived. Although i was kind of freaked out. So i came home, and i decided to look this shit up again. And i found the same thing, that "angels" are looking out for me, and trying to tell me something. The advice they gave was when u see 11:11 to ask "yes what is your message" and they will somehow try and tell you. Now i thought this was weird, because i asked if 11:11 was good, and the radio said yes. Weird conicedence or am i just being a nutcase? I dont know where im going but im kind of freaking out right now because this is so weird. Im SO sick of 11:11 but at the same time i almost feel blessed, like i am some speacil connection to angels, or my dad? My research online showed me it happens to many people around the world. I dont know what to think of all this, and when i tell people they think im crazy, hell i think im crazy for this shit, but whatever, i blame deby. lOl. If your still reading this whoever you are, im shocked because this is super long.
I have another weird thing that happened to me do, that is really intrseting i want to write it down, for my own sake. Here we go.
Ouija is a weird thing. Ive always played with it since iw as younger, but it was all in fun because someone always moved it. HAHA. Well one night, at school we decided to buy it for kicks and giggles. So we played and played with it. Deff. got out moneys worth. Kind of a fun thing to go at college when your bored. So anyways, one day gabe brings his dog up. Shes soooo cute, her name is layla and we got to play with her. So we decided to take her to the riverwalk, which is by the muskegon river, big rapids is literally right on top of it. So were playing with her down by the river and walking her it was a good time, it was me jackie, gabe, and manpreet. So after that gabe had to take his dog home. So we go back to the dorms and chill. Well it was around 10 o'clock and i decided i needed a ciggerette. Now for me to go have a ciggerette at school, I have to go outside, and to get back in the building i have to have my ID so i can swip it, and the door unlocks. So i go to grab my ID, and its not there. WTF. Second time i lost it, i was pissed, and not ready to buy another one, esp. since then there was only a week of school left. So i am searching and searching. Its no where to be found. So i get jackie and allen in on the search, and we cant find this damn thing for the life of us. So its night time, and we have all this fucking sevre thunderstorm warnings it was intense. So i ended up not having a ciggerette, but whatever. Well an hour later after me pouting about my damn ID, and searching for it. I get the bright idea to see if we can get the ouija board to work. Now people that we played with moved it, so i wanted to do it by myself. But at the same time i didnt. So i got jackie to play because shes like me when it comes to ghosts and shit, and wants creepy shit to happen for a good story to tell. So we sneak off to her room with it. So we start by asking it if anyones there. It moves to yes. So right away jackie writes down a number to see if it gets it. It moves to 7, and that was her number. STrange? No. So i write down a number, and it gets it. I knew it, and jackie kenw hers so we werent sure if we were moving it. (weird i know) So we open a book to a random page, set it facedown on the floor, we didnt see the page. So we ask it the first letter of the word on the page, and it goes to "s" the first word on the page was shit. So we were starting to believe it. So we ask it all kinds of questions, and its getting them right. While doing this we werent looking at the board, only when it would stop. So we deicded to ask it if it knew where my ID went. It spelled out "swing." we were kind of confused. Then it spelled out kiddie park, which is a park right down by the river were we previously where. So we kept playing it, and i didnt feel like going to see if my id was anywhere in this park, because i really didnt believe. Well it kept telling us to go to the swings in the park. So we ended up going, while it was storming, and windy and thundering and shit. So we go to the park, which is SUPER CREEPY at night. So we walked outside the fence, and flashed a flash light by the swings. I didnt have my contacts in so i couldnt see very well. Jackie started screaming "THERES YOUR ID THERES YOUR ID" and i was like bullshit its piece of paper or somethig. So she makes me put on her glasses, and there was my fucking ID. RIGHT UNDER THE SWING. So jackie climbs the fence goes in grabs my id, and we booked it back to the dorms. It was fucking crazy. THe damn ouija worked!! I have my ID :-D!!!!!! It was really weird, and i wonder if it had something to do with the 11:11 occurence that constantly happens to me? It was really exciting, but really CREEPY at the same time. IDK what to think of it still, now that its been over a month since that happened. IDK. All these weird thigns are happening to me. I just wonder if im going nuts, or if this shit can be real? IDK. But im done for now. This probably has all kinds of mistakes in it, but i dont care. So next time something weird happens il be back! haha.