shoot me and ill shoot you back, but only if youre not looking.

[littlepackage]

i tried to sleep. i really honestly did. moonlight sonata, 7 times. every single hole song on there. portis head, the ammile song, the indian songs. it is now 8 in the morning almost and i havent been able to sleep. i have a big problem. im just going to wake myself up, take a shower and sew some more clothes. oh and take pictures of amanda while she's sleeping as black mail someday.

that bird is going to get a swift rock the the skull if it dosent shut the fuck up.

yeah so apparently i make orgasm noises and talk politics in my sleep? word.

i should never have told anyone except amanda my dirty little secrets. people just think youre crazy and stupid and try to act like it dosent bother them but really theyre so freaked out. fuck you people. i dont need any of you assholes in my life. i need honest friends. not secretive ones.

i swear this fucking bird needs to die!

i know these people so much better than they think i do, its insaine. i never tell them, but i always know. i hate it. either i want better friends or i dont want to know who my friends are at all. really though....fuck you. fake liar plastic shit balls-ill eat your children.

(lou,abi,corinna,etc..ofcourse im not talking about you)

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