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September 9
Went to church for the first time with Ryan, Katrina had fun with all the kids. When we got home Katrina got to open presents and we went to Travis' familys house. It was an okay Birthday for Katrina but next year has to be better. We got her a kitchen, Nick and Carl got her plastic food. We got her her first tricycle and some coloring stuff.
September 11
Moro, the dog Ryan and I were gonna raise together but then failed and gave her back to Kristal died. Ryan and I came into Belfair to flea bomb dads house we didn't know though, Kristal didn't tell me until the weekend.
September 16
Kristals birthday
September 19
Kristal and Steven left for Montana and left me to take care of thier house. It was okay, had to be with Katrina but it was alright.
Forgot when but during that time somewhere Ryan came over and we watched this anime
September 22
The day Kristal and Steven were coming home, they wouldn't be there till late though and I was waiting for Travis to pick us up and Katrina was in the house and front yard playing. I dont remember how much time went by but I called for her and she didn't answer, I looked outside and she wasn't there. I was a little worried but I didn't want to panic so I checked the house, the backyard then I walked around the front of the house. I didn't know where she was and I didn't know what to do. I thought of calling the police but then they'd ask me why I wasn't watching her. What if I got in trouble? What if Travis found out I lost her? What would his family do to me if I didn't find her? Would they kill me? I need to find her.
I started to panic and I needed to tell somebody, I looked at my list of people to call and the only one I wanted to talk to was Ryan, he was in Seattle but I didn't care. I called him and he said "I'll call you back" and hung up. I almost started crying. I didn't know what to do, I was running around the block trying to find her and he called back and I told him that I lost Katrina, he didn't believe me at first but after a while he figured I wasn't joking. He asked if I wanted him to leave and come, I didn't see the point because he was so far away but what if I never found her, I was freaked so he left. I called Kristal to find out if she had any friends around here and Kristal said no. I went to the end of the block and asked some people if they had seen a 3 year old with a stroller and they said yes and that she walked by 5 minutes ago, I started walking more and I saw her with an older woman, I heard her say "is that your mommy?" and Katrina yelled "Mommy!" I was speechless. The woman said she saw her walking alone so she stopped her and waited around figuring someone would be looking for her. I was able to say thank you but I was pretty stunned. Katrina got in the stroller and I pushed her to Kristals house. Travis wasn't there yet which was good. I got her in the house and I talked very sternly to her about walking by herself and leaving the house. I put her in time out and afterwards told her again why I did it. Travis showed up and we all went home. I didn't say a word about it to him.
September 23
Ryan and I went to an early church service because he had to be somewhere. I was planning for almost 2 weeks to watch the new Simpsons and Family Guy that night at 5pm and at 10pm I remembered.
September 29
Nick and Carol came over because it was her birthday. I bought Family Guy season 5 so we could all watch it. I got sick all of a sudden and called Kristal and she came over and took Katrina. I think we ordered a pizza or something it was an okay night, except for the part where I didn't feel good.
September 30
8:30pm Nicole called me and told me that she thought her water broke, she described it to me and I told her to wake her boyfriend up and get something to eat then go to the hospital. I wanted to be there for her. I was getting a fever and I was dizzy I tried taking all kinds of medicine but I felt like shit. I couldn't drive to her, it would've taken 4 hours and I was in no condition to drive. I was so mad, I wanted to be there. She gave birth sometime in the morning. She had a girl, named her Autumn Rain
October 5-8
Somewhere in there we celebrated Travis' birthday. I cant remember what we did, how bad is that?
Went to church for the first time with Ryan, Katrina had fun with all the kids. When we got home Katrina got to open presents and we went to Travis' familys house. It was an okay Birthday for Katrina but next year has to be better. We got her a kitchen, Nick and Carl got her plastic food. We got her her first tricycle and some coloring stuff.
September 11
Moro, the dog Ryan and I were gonna raise together but then failed and gave her back to Kristal died. Ryan and I came into Belfair to flea bomb dads house we didn't know though, Kristal didn't tell me until the weekend.
September 16
Kristals birthday
September 19
Kristal and Steven left for Montana and left me to take care of thier house. It was okay, had to be with Katrina but it was alright.
Forgot when but during that time somewhere Ryan came over and we watched this anime
September 22
The day Kristal and Steven were coming home, they wouldn't be there till late though and I was waiting for Travis to pick us up and Katrina was in the house and front yard playing. I dont remember how much time went by but I called for her and she didn't answer, I looked outside and she wasn't there. I was a little worried but I didn't want to panic so I checked the house, the backyard then I walked around the front of the house. I didn't know where she was and I didn't know what to do. I thought of calling the police but then they'd ask me why I wasn't watching her. What if I got in trouble? What if Travis found out I lost her? What would his family do to me if I didn't find her? Would they kill me? I need to find her.
I started to panic and I needed to tell somebody, I looked at my list of people to call and the only one I wanted to talk to was Ryan, he was in Seattle but I didn't care. I called him and he said "I'll call you back" and hung up. I almost started crying. I didn't know what to do, I was running around the block trying to find her and he called back and I told him that I lost Katrina, he didn't believe me at first but after a while he figured I wasn't joking. He asked if I wanted him to leave and come, I didn't see the point because he was so far away but what if I never found her, I was freaked so he left. I called Kristal to find out if she had any friends around here and Kristal said no. I went to the end of the block and asked some people if they had seen a 3 year old with a stroller and they said yes and that she walked by 5 minutes ago, I started walking more and I saw her with an older woman, I heard her say "is that your mommy?" and Katrina yelled "Mommy!" I was speechless. The woman said she saw her walking alone so she stopped her and waited around figuring someone would be looking for her. I was able to say thank you but I was pretty stunned. Katrina got in the stroller and I pushed her to Kristals house. Travis wasn't there yet which was good. I got her in the house and I talked very sternly to her about walking by herself and leaving the house. I put her in time out and afterwards told her again why I did it. Travis showed up and we all went home. I didn't say a word about it to him.
September 23
Ryan and I went to an early church service because he had to be somewhere. I was planning for almost 2 weeks to watch the new Simpsons and Family Guy that night at 5pm and at 10pm I remembered.
September 29
Nick and Carol came over because it was her birthday. I bought Family Guy season 5 so we could all watch it. I got sick all of a sudden and called Kristal and she came over and took Katrina. I think we ordered a pizza or something it was an okay night, except for the part where I didn't feel good.
September 30
8:30pm Nicole called me and told me that she thought her water broke, she described it to me and I told her to wake her boyfriend up and get something to eat then go to the hospital. I wanted to be there for her. I was getting a fever and I was dizzy I tried taking all kinds of medicine but I felt like shit. I couldn't drive to her, it would've taken 4 hours and I was in no condition to drive. I was so mad, I wanted to be there. She gave birth sometime in the morning. She had a girl, named her Autumn Rain
October 5-8
Somewhere in there we celebrated Travis' birthday. I cant remember what we did, how bad is that?