Jan 28, 2012 03:11
So I've entered into a long distance relationship. I absolutely adore the guy, and he might be the closest person to a compatible partner I've ever had. This distance thing is killing me though. I realize I have not updated in a really long time. I don't know what to do, I feel completely lost. He plans on visiting soon and that seems awesome, but I don't know what will happen after that. Everyone told me that long distance is hard and I understood that it would be difficult, but really I don't think anyone could've prepared me for how I feel at this moment.
Work has been pretty good, I've had a lot of freelance work. I just wish work would be more consistent. Someday I will get to have the job I want, but I understand that I have to work through all of this political be to get there.
My sister has been staying with me for the past week while looking for a job. It's nice, but I know that she's stressed about finding a job. I love her but sometimes it's really hard trying to feel good about my job Opportunities when I have to feel bad about hers. I love her and want to best, I just don't know how to respond when there are sly comments about doing my job. I don't know.
I hope this was a good enough update for all of you. I realize I haven't posted in almost a year.
I love you all.