Lazy Sunday
It feels weird to me, I slept in and then woke up and did all the things I planned on doing today and it's only 4pm. I can't think of anything else to do now. I've spent all the in-between time watching Sex and the City. It's days like these that I really miss Kaela and Amy, not that we would be going out and doing anything anyways, but it's nice to have friends that will just come over and sit with you as the day goes by. I keep thinking that I should go outside, but then I can't come up with a good reason to do it. I mean what could I do out there? I've felt completely off balance since New Year's, it's no good. I've been consumed by this feeling that I should be doing something but I have no idea what it is. I keep staring at one of my plants thinking if I do it might actually grow, it's not. My mental powers don't seem to be working on it.