Nov 09, 2004 17:09
there's been a lot of drama lately. i hate it...I HATE IT ALL! honestly...losing a friend isnt all that fun. i dont recomend it. i just wish that we could all open our eyes once and awhile and realize all the shit thats in front of us. its life...deal with it. its gonna happen to all of us. what difference does it make that we find out now or as soon as it happened...its in the past. whats done is done, theres nothing we can do about it now. its sad, really. i just cant stop thinking...should i have said something sooner. i was trying to prevent the drama so thats why i kept it to myself. big mistake, obviously. i just want to put this out there...i'm sorry for what happened. i'm so angry. no one should ever deserve shit like this. its just cruel. and if people wanna live their life knowing that they are playing stupid games like this...then go for it. i dont care who she is, who she knows or who she's dating...that doesnt make it ok for her to play with my best friends. its all gonna come back to her eventually.
and you have to believe me when i say that me or any one of us arent so involved in this because we are trying to hurt you or dont care about you. WE LOVE YOU, thats why we are doing so much to make you see. its not fun for us to see one of our best friends like this. we are here for you...but you arent making it easy for us.