Dec 01, 2005 11:51
There is one thing I really do enjoy about life. I'm not sure if this is going to make sense or be completely out there, but life is so real, so full of love, of sadness, of all emotions, and it feels SO wonderful when we get to experience them at their most climatic moment. We may not enjoy them at times, especially when we are sad, crying, and completely exaughsted. BUT we do enjoy falling in love, being so happy that we can't stop smiling. I feel like that right now. My heart aches sometimes because I'm so happy. It years for more love, but is also afraid that the love will dissapear just as quickly as it came. I love to love, and I hate to hate. Wow, I'm in an odd mood today. I think it's the weather. It's snowing right now and it's beautiful. As Jerome said the other day, "I woke up, looked outside, and it looked like heaven!"