Weird
Wow, so I haven't updated in forever. I kinda forgot how to do this, I remember in high school when this was a daily routine. I don't really have anything clever or interesting to say... heh, maybe thats why i don't update anymore. All I know is, I'm wasting time...happily. I fell into this god awful mood tonight. We had a concert and I didn't invite anyone, so I just didn't really give a shit the whole time. I think half the music we played was meaningless crap. I remember when Wind Ensemble used to inspire me... now I just get depressed. I know a lot of it has to do with Maiello being gone 80% of the time. He conducted one piece on this concert, and he spent half the time burried in the score, I felt nothing. It almost makes me angry, cause in conducting class he's screaming in our ears to "become the music" and emote... the way he used to. Then we played this crap tune that sounded like a disney ride from hell, and the guest conductor was a rosie o'donnell-esk long island lesbian with bad hair. One part of the evening that was amusing was watching the 5 year old trumpet player slap his mother in the face with a program. God, I'm in such a shitty mood. I haven't been like this in a long time... just pissed at everything for no reason. Thats why I'm locking myself in my room till it passes... to protect the innocent.
I don't really have much else to say I guess. I've got to leave to observe an elementary school tomorrow morning and sit in traffic for an hour. Woohooo.... I need to go home. Maybe thats it. I miss my house, and my lake.
I don't really have much else to say I guess. I've got to leave to observe an elementary school tomorrow morning and sit in traffic for an hour. Woohooo.... I need to go home. Maybe thats it. I miss my house, and my lake.