Aug 20, 2004 23:02
well i'm in school now. it's going ok. i don't have rush this week, it got cancelled because of the hurricane. so i don't start that for another 2 weeks. whatever, it's not like i'm going to join one anyways. i really don't care. i have friends that go to other schools that are rushing that are so into it. i just don't get what the big deal is. well actually i do. it's for shallow people that think it will give them a good name or make them cool or give them status. i jsut don't like the whole concept of it. i mean it's so ridiculous how these houses are categorized. i was talking to a friend from UF and she was talking about this one that she hated because it was all the "fat ugly" girls. but of course a "fat" person to most of my friends is a person over a size 2. whatever. i'm really very fed up with shallow people. i don't know, it just really upsets me. i have posted about this before, but it just gets to me soooo bad. i don't know if it's because i'm what my friends call the "fat" girls. that's what really hurts. when we are out and we see a girl that is either the same size or smaller than me and she is sooo fat. i'm not even going to get into it though. no point, it's not going to change people. anyways...
school is ok. my suitemate jessica is soo nice. she is just really sweet. she is very artsy, she is a theatre major and she is amazing. she had auditions today and she did her monologs for gina and myself last night. she is absolutely incredible. she sings, dances, acts, sketches, takes pictures, she is just amazing. and so sweet. i really like her a lot. my other suitemate just moved in and she is a different story. she's..um...a little different. she got kicked out of her house after gradution and was homeless in jacksonville for 2 months before coming here. and she has nothing, no clothes or bedding or anything. it's really very sad, i feel bad for her. the first night she was here her boyfriend went crazy and got physical with her then went to sleep on the stairs outside our building. the police had to come and it was a big deal. fantastic huh??? my RA is really nice, his name is Carlos. it's weird that i have a guy but i have guys on my floor so i guess it would be weird for them to have a girl. whatever. he's cool. really good at setting up the computers. i think he might have a little crushy crush on gina though. ha ha. whatever.
well i start school next week so i'm sure i will have a lot to write about. i'm just sitting in my room right now listening to josh groban. he soothes me. i love him. i'm a little stressed out. random things i don't want to talk about. so there. if you guys care, i will post my address, but if you don't then i won't, so just let me know. i don't mind if you don't care though. alright bye.
lonely ♥