What are we here for...

[littleniglet]

What's the point of life? does anyone know... i was aleep .. and i woke up in the middle of the night (now) and all the lights were off and i got to thinking... why are we here... whats the point of life... is it love... is it sex... is it reproduction what is it.. i wanna know.. but there is no ONE anwser.. if the point of life is love.. then im done... i had it, it was amazing but it hurt alot too.. but overall it was an amazing expierience... is it sex.. NO WAY... overall i think the point of life is a smile.. i think everyday God puts certain things infont of you ... and it matters what you pick.. i think EVERYDAY.. there is one thing that you can do differnt that would change your whole life... what hall you walk down, who you talk to, all these little things.. and basically i choose the one that makes me smile the most.. thats how i judge my day.. if i laughed and smiled alot it was an amazing day.. i dunno what im talking about really im just kinda of talking here.. people will wish for so many things in their life.. and they will only get a few of them.. why is that .. if you want something so bad.. dont you think you deserve ,it ya know... there is a counry song ive heard a couple times.. and the chorus says " some of Gods greatest gifts are unanwsered prayers" thats amazingly smart... just think... you can wish as much as you want to be a pro skater but what if by being a pro skater you miss out on the girl of your dreams... your wife... would you change your wish if you knew that.. probably... thats awesome how "He" knows that.. i love that.. i love how you can try as hard as you can for something.. but somehow at the end of the day you are glad it didnt happen.. thats "Him".. i Still have No clue what im saying but i LOVE this subject... so if there is anyone that wants to give me thier opinion on God or fate or chance or w/e i would love to get a comment about it.. i would love to see why everyone else lives thier life...

Life is GREAT right now.. i love school for the first time if forever.. i love how me and danny are close.. and me and mark are getting close.. i love how certain things being gone in my life right now are making me smile alot more than i thought they would.. thats what im talking about... i wished for mary to love me till the day i die everynight and everytime i went under a yellow light i would make a wish that me and her would get married.. and i guess what im saying is that im glad God didnt anwser that prayer.. because he knew that i would be a happier person without all of our drama... i mean i would love to still say hi to her and be cool.. but i mean.. im happy as hell right now.. and i appreciate EVERYTHING "He" has done for me... i think church is calling for me.. im gonna try to go and learn a little more.. AH .. life is good man ,life is good...

comment please... i wanna know what ya think about "Him".. and i wanna know if anyone wants to go to church with me maybe..