lately
lately i have been saying some pretty harsh things to mary wondering about us.. i dont wanna loose her and god knows everytime something happens i over react and think im gonna loose her.. so im telling you mary sorry for over reacting and i just really want to have something special again.. like it seemed we had or have.. i really wanna be your boyfriend... i really wanna be with you 24/7 so do some thinking i guess... and tell me what you want us to be... but so there is no misunderstanding.. i want to be your bestfriend.. your boyfriend.. ok babe.. i love you so much.. and guess what tomorrow is... our one year... a whole year babe.. something to be proud of... im so glad i met you im so gald i talk to you im so glad i have a best friend that is here for me when ever i need her to be im telling you this because i want you to know that im really appreciative of you and you are awesome..if i could wish for anything i would wish for you to be happy.. ok so if it isnt with me thats fine.. but i think me and you are pretty damn amazing! so honestly.. i love you more than anything.. and i enjoy falling asleep to you in my head .. so.. i guess thats it.... i love you babe.. with all of it!