Shopping...
After having a look through my cupboards, shelves and whatnot... I've found out that I've spent an insane amount of money on... FABRIC and RIBBON and LACE and OTHER RELATED SEWING/CREATIVE THINGS! And they're just all so... KAWAII and I just couldn't resist them!!! And Brighton has so many lovely shops to buy them in!!! And I really really want to wear them! So I better start getting creative again! I need new clothes, since I have no monies to spend on clothes... All of my monies get used on (well, the above) CDs (yes, I'm one of those people... I really... dislike downloading music) books and MANGA! Gosh, I couldn't live without any of those things! They keep me sane, they really do... I'm the oldest of 3, with my brother being two years younger, and my sister being 9 years younger (I'm 18) and it's really stressful. I'm supposed to always be the mature one, no matter what, and it's been like that ever since I can remember, and my sister still uses the excuse "But I'm the youngest!" but when I was her age, I was the oldest and therefore had to GROW UP! And music, books and manga are my escape from my life. I don't really know where I'd be if it weren't for those three wonderful things. I mean, I have lots of amazing friends, but even then, it's not enough... So yeah, I don't mind using all of my money on those things, as they make me happy and... unique, also. None of my friends are really interested in the same things as me, and I really do love being different! It makes me feel good about myself! Like... I'm a real person! And... umm... not a copy, or a sheep or something... that I'm capable of being myself, and that's a wonderful feeling!
Wow... I really didn't imagine that this post would take such a turn, but I just went with the flow, which is what I usually do, but... well... It's nice to get this out, even if no-one reads this... And if you do, and you've made it this far, thanks for listening... or... well... reading... I'm sure you know what I mean.
xxx