not so much
Up and downs... mostly downs. I'm fairly aware that this is always going to be the case. But I'll go on with the meds and the therapy. I'll shove it all down like a good girl. Coping skills my ass. It's just a disguise for suppressing it.
But I have my children. They've saved me so many many times. I imagine they will always. As for my marriage.. well... that's not really even much of an issue anymore. I can't focus on two when I can *barely* focus on keeping myself straight.
So. I spend my time on Second Life. According to Glen, it's become my first. But that's how I'm dealing. Where people laugh and dance and sing. Where conversations flow and should anything happens that I can't handle, I either teleport myself away or just click that little red 'x' in the top right hand corner.
So that's where I'm at. Nothing's changed really... just resurfacing.
But I have my children. They've saved me so many many times. I imagine they will always. As for my marriage.. well... that's not really even much of an issue anymore. I can't focus on two when I can *barely* focus on keeping myself straight.
So. I spend my time on Second Life. According to Glen, it's become my first. But that's how I'm dealing. Where people laugh and dance and sing. Where conversations flow and should anything happens that I can't handle, I either teleport myself away or just click that little red 'x' in the top right hand corner.
So that's where I'm at. Nothing's changed really... just resurfacing.