Catching up
I guess I haven't REALLY updated in a long time, have I?
Things here are pretty good. I'm enjoying my classes and my friends; everything is good. I might even get a job soon working at Hastings.
I miss Andres like you wouldn't believe. It's been so bad this past week. Last weekend he surprised me by showing up in Galveston for the weekend. Thing is he rode a bus. I felt the love. But once Sunday passed and he had to leave again, I was hit with the realization that he wouldn't be back for a while. Both of us really can't afford bus tickets for a while, which is why I want to start working.
I've been realizing what people mean when they talk about loving someone so much that it hurts. That's how I feel right now. But I know, deep down, that all of the hurt is evidence of just how much I love him. And I know he's going through it too.
Valentines day is monday. I'm not sure if I'm going to handle it well or not. A bunch of my friends are going to dinner that evening, so that'll be really nice. But...I want him. I think I'll be ok. I have my friends.
All of this has taught me one key thing: If you have someone you need to cherish every single second you have with them. After being distanced for so long, I relish in every moment I have with him.
If you're reading this, I love you. You're the most important thing in the world to me, and my entire life.
Seriously.
But you know that, don't you?
Things here are pretty good. I'm enjoying my classes and my friends; everything is good. I might even get a job soon working at Hastings.
I miss Andres like you wouldn't believe. It's been so bad this past week. Last weekend he surprised me by showing up in Galveston for the weekend. Thing is he rode a bus. I felt the love. But once Sunday passed and he had to leave again, I was hit with the realization that he wouldn't be back for a while. Both of us really can't afford bus tickets for a while, which is why I want to start working.
I've been realizing what people mean when they talk about loving someone so much that it hurts. That's how I feel right now. But I know, deep down, that all of the hurt is evidence of just how much I love him. And I know he's going through it too.
Valentines day is monday. I'm not sure if I'm going to handle it well or not. A bunch of my friends are going to dinner that evening, so that'll be really nice. But...I want him. I think I'll be ok. I have my friends.
All of this has taught me one key thing: If you have someone you need to cherish every single second you have with them. After being distanced for so long, I relish in every moment I have with him.
If you're reading this, I love you. You're the most important thing in the world to me, and my entire life.
Seriously.
But you know that, don't you?