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why is it that there always seems to be some person, or person(s) who can come and knock you right off of your feet with their words. take the confidence, the pride, the happiness right out from under you with judgement and ridicule. why? and why does it bother you with a few select people and others you could care less about. even when you care so little for the people who seem to swing their bat at you the hardest. who aren't the person you are in any stretch of the imagination. why? why am i letting it bother me right now? alot. i think b/c it isn't just her, it's him too. i feel judged by him. and i think that is really digging at me.