i'm a part of you,
you're a part of me too
jessie alexander opened for trisha yearwood tonight. had no idea who she was, but bought her cd and got an autograph the minute she was done with her set, she was awesome. there is always a song that sticks out in a concert, and one of hers, hit home with me tonight, i felt it completely. when she sang that song, i held my tummy and thought of the little heart beating in there and the little something that is a part of me. yes folks, i am pregnant, chris and i are having another one and jakie will be a proud big brother!!! when i was pregnant with jakie, i hope you dance was out by leann womack and i constantly sang that to him, every morning when i woke up, every night before i went to sleep, i sang to the little baby in my tummy. jakie was called "little me". this one has been named "baby peach" - since we all think it'll be a girl. i almost had jessie autograph my cd to baby peach, but she could hardly hear me, so i didn't...
we saw the heartbeat today and i wished so much that jakie could've been there with us. i can't wait to show him the pictures tomorrow, and he'll definitely be at the next one.
at first i was a little worried, how could i ever bond with something the way that i have with jakie, as special as jakie and ia re too each other. but over the last 3 weeks, it's all fallen in to place, i have my moments, i talk to my tummy, i hear something that makes me form a bond with this little baby too and i know it will be equally as special, but never the same. i smile to think of how much my life will be with two little kids running around... no, i never wanted more kids before, and now that another one is on the way, i'm not sure how i thought i never wanted more.
every time you smile, i smile with you,
every time you cry, i'm crying too
and if you fall my arms are open wide
when your night is dark, i'll light your way
when you've lost the spark, don't be afraid
i'm here for you, just close your eyes
i'm a part of yu, you're a part of me too
take refuge in me
cause this world is crazy, this world is crazy
when the sirens whine, and the shots ring out
and peace of mind, just can't be found
across the miles, i'm by your side
when lies ring true that don't make sense
and you have no clue, what you're up against
when you're that confused, hey just close your eyes
i'm a part of you, you're a part of me too
your shining eyes, reflect a world inside
where we can leave behind, the madness of this life
and be free, cause this world is crazy
this world is crazy
the concert was wonderful tonight, sharing it with two of my favorite people, and baby peach.