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well what a week and a half ive had.
its seriously seemed like my entire family has just been hit by a truck. it is slowly getting better..but slowly is the word. Scarey is another word for the week and a half, living in fear, not knowing. its been so scarey.
I dont really even wanttt to talk about what happened.
School is killing me. It is so difficult and I just..hate it. I dont have a homecoming group which I also hate because that makes me feel like I dont have friends. which is untrue I know that but I still feel that way. And I'm weirdly much more involved in my church than I am in the fall play.. its weird. I mean I cant do the fall play which SUCKSSS I wanted to so bad but my stupid cousin is stupid getting stupidly married. anywayy.
OH speaking of the fall play. We were going to do Is He Dead? which I was really excited about because its so funny. BUT the rights to do it got all messed up because there is a theathre in Maryland thats doing the show in February so that means a highschool in Ashburn cant do the show in November.. weird. SO anyway now we're doing a show called Radium Girls. Which I actually love a lot. Its not funny..like at all but it has this innocence that like draws you to it. and its really sad. Like reading through it the first time wasnt so sad but today at rehearsal I was reading for Alec who wasnt there and there was a line he says and it like struck a chord in all of us because we remembered the ending but had forgotten about that when we read it the first time. Its really good I think it'll be great..unfortunately i cant see it.:( stupid wedding.
OKAY so I got horrible like second degree sunburn on my back like two saturdays ago. and It still isnt healed if that tells you just how awful it is. There are still huge like..blisters on my back and its scaley looking and all raw because I have to scratch it so much. and Today it feels like pins and needles all over my back and so ive taken benadryl..so now im tired. but just to tell you i quit the sun forever. this was the worst sunbuirn ive ever had. I couldnt wear a back pack, a shirt that touched my back, i couldnt sleep, i couldnt move my arms, it was the WORST pain ever. but its finally getting better haha
OH. I'm wanting to do a college summer intensive for like music or theatre or something. So if any of you have ever done anything like that and can give me some insight that'd be super helpful. I mean its forever away but I like to plan :]
its seriously seemed like my entire family has just been hit by a truck. it is slowly getting better..but slowly is the word. Scarey is another word for the week and a half, living in fear, not knowing. its been so scarey.
I dont really even wanttt to talk about what happened.
School is killing me. It is so difficult and I just..hate it. I dont have a homecoming group which I also hate because that makes me feel like I dont have friends. which is untrue I know that but I still feel that way. And I'm weirdly much more involved in my church than I am in the fall play.. its weird. I mean I cant do the fall play which SUCKSSS I wanted to so bad but my stupid cousin is stupid getting stupidly married. anywayy.
OH speaking of the fall play. We were going to do Is He Dead? which I was really excited about because its so funny. BUT the rights to do it got all messed up because there is a theathre in Maryland thats doing the show in February so that means a highschool in Ashburn cant do the show in November.. weird. SO anyway now we're doing a show called Radium Girls. Which I actually love a lot. Its not funny..like at all but it has this innocence that like draws you to it. and its really sad. Like reading through it the first time wasnt so sad but today at rehearsal I was reading for Alec who wasnt there and there was a line he says and it like struck a chord in all of us because we remembered the ending but had forgotten about that when we read it the first time. Its really good I think it'll be great..unfortunately i cant see it.:( stupid wedding.
OKAY so I got horrible like second degree sunburn on my back like two saturdays ago. and It still isnt healed if that tells you just how awful it is. There are still huge like..blisters on my back and its scaley looking and all raw because I have to scratch it so much. and Today it feels like pins and needles all over my back and so ive taken benadryl..so now im tired. but just to tell you i quit the sun forever. this was the worst sunbuirn ive ever had. I couldnt wear a back pack, a shirt that touched my back, i couldnt sleep, i couldnt move my arms, it was the WORST pain ever. but its finally getting better haha
OH. I'm wanting to do a college summer intensive for like music or theatre or something. So if any of you have ever done anything like that and can give me some insight that'd be super helpful. I mean its forever away but I like to plan :]