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[littlemissbee]

well linzis getting to that little marker point in everything good she gets going where she wants to leave it in the past and move on to funner pastures new.y do i always do this after like 7/8months i get bored of things an want a change.i doubt my beliefs and dont make any efforts. self sabotage like. its just i dont like the feeling that the thrill is over....nothing new....nothing keepin me on my toesies. its sooo gay i know but cant help it i did it last time an fine i was happy for like a week then regretted it majorly.i know if i see him today il make my mistake/breaktho. but with whatever i say the consequenses are unreal. HELP! i got noone to keep me in.nowhere to go really.wat a fucking mess. aaaaaahhhhhh help sum1 please noone is left to tell me what i should do like last time. xx

sorry needed dat out even tho im sure uz r jus puzzled now