Bombshell and Legal~
My life is hectic, I have no money, twenty exams all at once, work and no cat to cuddle. I feel like a big huge bombshell just landed on me and I don't know what's going on because so much is happening all at once. My college is so disorganised, it's the worst college I've ever been too. Last semester we had a lecturer teaching us three different classes but didn't know what he was teaching so they cancelled them. Now we have to suffer this semester because they've just thrown things at us and we need to pass everything. I wish I could stop time if only for a week to get things done. I'm struggling and I feel that I'm going to fail. If I fail I'm going to have to do another year at this horrible college which is corrupt and don't teach me anything! My lecturer gives us the answers because she can't be bothered to teach us it makes me so mad. I've learned nothing from her. We've had no time and they say it's our own faults if we fail.
Another note is my money problems, My bursary has been stopped because they need more proof or something, so I have no money at the moment which is crap. I can't buy anything that I want or even what I need. All the money from my job is going towards food which isn't enough really to buy the whole month. Mine and Daniel's anniversary is coming up soon, I wanted to get him something really special... Now I can't.
It was my 18th Birthday on the 15th of March. It was awesome, I went back home to have a day with my family. I had breakfast with my mum and my sister. I had pizza! ^__^ My sister then took me to the sunbeds for a few minutes, after that I got my dye and went to my friend Anna's to get my hair done. I got it dyed blonde but there wasn't enough in the bottle. >=( I got trimmed and curled. My sister said I looked like a model, lol. After that we went back home to get ready. We left about 8 pm and went to a friends for a drink first and for finishing touches. We left the house around 10pm and went to some pubs and clubs. It was fantastic, my first legal drink in the pub was a good Stella. <3 My sister made me put on a pink sash which flashed and said "18 and Legal". The last club we went to was called Life, so many people bought me drinks. I was pretty hammered and just drank whatever Greg gave me. =P Greg was the guy that looked after me when my sister was too drunk to. We must of got home about 04:30 am. I fell asleep on the couch and when I woke up I was in a bed!!! Don't remember how I got there.
I phoned Daniel in the morning but was still really drunk and realised my pajamas were inside out. xDDD
Another note is my money problems, My bursary has been stopped because they need more proof or something, so I have no money at the moment which is crap. I can't buy anything that I want or even what I need. All the money from my job is going towards food which isn't enough really to buy the whole month. Mine and Daniel's anniversary is coming up soon, I wanted to get him something really special... Now I can't.
It was my 18th Birthday on the 15th of March. It was awesome, I went back home to have a day with my family. I had breakfast with my mum and my sister. I had pizza! ^__^ My sister then took me to the sunbeds for a few minutes, after that I got my dye and went to my friend Anna's to get my hair done. I got it dyed blonde but there wasn't enough in the bottle. >=( I got trimmed and curled. My sister said I looked like a model, lol. After that we went back home to get ready. We left about 8 pm and went to a friends for a drink first and for finishing touches. We left the house around 10pm and went to some pubs and clubs. It was fantastic, my first legal drink in the pub was a good Stella. <3 My sister made me put on a pink sash which flashed and said "18 and Legal". The last club we went to was called Life, so many people bought me drinks. I was pretty hammered and just drank whatever Greg gave me. =P Greg was the guy that looked after me when my sister was too drunk to. We must of got home about 04:30 am. I fell asleep on the couch and when I woke up I was in a bed!!! Don't remember how I got there.
I phoned Daniel in the morning but was still really drunk and realised my pajamas were inside out. xDDD