Sep 19, 2005 13:55
Well I havent updated in sucha long time and im terribly sorry
Ive made new friends and new enemies
People are so weird and they have way to much drama
I tried to leave the drama but nope it followed me like usual
School is going good. I have journalism which is ganrly and art which I like a lot
But I despise math I don’t understand it really geometry is so hard and all these freshman undersatdn it and it makes me feel dumb
My goat only has one yea. One of the great dane puppies bit off her ear so she only has one. And its really sad. Theres nothing there and it looks groos.
A puppy died this morning and I cried. Well its mom sat on it so I took it in to take care of and it died this morning. I tried to wake it up but I knew it was dead it was very cold. It reminded me of a rose in the depths of winter, fragile but dead.
I visited woodland the 8th and I saw all of my friends. It was great. I really missed it. Its sad that I missed woodland when woodland wasn’t even that great. Well I saw glen and he gave me this big hug and it totally made my day. I was smiling the whole day like one of those big toothy smiles. Sadly we didn’t spend a day together. And im coming back down on the 30th so we can hang out then. I miss him so much its crazy.
I don’t think my mom trusts me. I told her I was going to go hang out with my friend merel and she said she had to meet his family I was like its not a family reunion. But she ended up meeting his family. My curfew was 12 which I never had a curfew and it makes me mad. Like she cant trust me anymore and I don’t see why she cant. Im always nice and a “good” child but it seems like im not her ideal child and she wants me to be that and I just don’t know how to please her. And I asked if I can hangout again and she said no. but I asked if I can go out with and see a movie and have dinner with this one guy and she said yes. I don’t think she likes my new friends. Its very flustering
Well this is a very long entry and I promise I will keep updating everyday even if I don’t have anything to say. This was great.
Mucho love viktoria