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Hi long time no updated! Thanksgiving is tommorw wish I had more to be thankful for but, not this year... yes I might have my health ( not really ) my parents, milo and my friends, but I would do anything to be thankful for one thing that my cousin Jason was alive... but that true. I miss him so much, that it my heart hurts. Other things going on are my two friends want me to go out on the 30th but, I just don't feel like going out right now. One part of me wants to go but, am just not up to it and I don't have any money to go out right now. I told Beth this but, she doesn't get that I just don't want to go out this month. I don't want them to be mad at me it's just how I'm feeling right now. I might be getting a laptop tonight not sure yet might just go look.