Feb 28, 2005 10:21
...Buffy said it best:
"I touch the fire and it freezes me.
I look into it and it's black.
Why can't I feel?
My skin should crack and peel.
I want the fire back.
...
This isn't real...but I just wanna feel."
- Walk Through the Fire
What does it mean? Over the past year, I've been the most jaded and numb person. I can't seem to make myself care about much of anything. I'd give anything to be the person I used to be. I'm not writing this for sympathy or pity. I just needed to get it out.