I
had this whole big u know thing written down all emotional and stuff
but then i thought nah its none of any of u guys god damn business
really..well see theres a few people who have me on their livejournal
who i like really dont even know and havent got them on mine for like
that reason but yet they still feel the need to intrude then have the
cheek to judge me on what i do and how i write about what i do and they
talk about me because of it i mean... fuck that...id rather only my
friends knew anything. so if ur not one please dont read me anymore
like delete me or something.
"I'm at a point in my life
with all he cards face down
searching for queens through your lost and found
So what's it going to take to get yourself together?
Another pole around my face will make this last forever.
romance me, but dont forget these words i'm saying tonight
I remember the days with hopes of waking up tomorrow and it being yesterday
I keep myself from trying: I'm giving up forever
Keep myself from denying, because i just dont know anything else
Its not Your fault that im being
So pathetic, too, You see
leave now and wipe that smile away
Wipe That Smile Away
Just WIPE that SMILE Away
And im sorry that You had to see me this way
i'm so sorry you had to see me this way,
But if You were mine one last time,
I need some time and i need some Tonight
You can tell by the way, you can tell by the way
i'll wake up yesterday...
yesterday was a better day...
i'll keep living..just living for my best ever yeaterday...
it seems like it was so far away"
i need to save myself and my life just now.
need to get myself together
new look, new job, some goals in life, maybe try and meet some new people
focus on whats important and stuff. not what other people want me to do or be.
Nothing Hurts Like Love
all
my real friends know who they are and i love every single one of them.
they all help me inn some way. i just dont like people who dont know a
thing about me yet want to judge me on one thing i did or comment or
whatever. it just annoys me. so they can all fuck off.
x