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So I wont be going to calgary for christmas. This will be my first time ever not spending christmas with my family. Its cool though. I'll have cristmas with Goergie and Cambie. Fuck em' thats what I say. Why would I want to start the new year off with trauma anyways? Me and cambie might go to salt spring island or tofino or something. Calgary always leaves a bad taste in my mouth. I feel weird these days. My sleep is all fucked up cuz I miss a few nights here and there. I've kind of been feeling like i've been drifting around in a lucid dream lately. This happens sometimes. Then when I finally have a nice long sleep I wake up and say "wow that was a long wierd dream". Lately I've been reaching for my phone before it rings or poeple answer me before I speak out loud. this kind of shit used to freak me out but now I just go with it.