my face is greasy
So I started testosterone. yesterday I received my 2nd shot. Things feel weird. I'm excited but I'm also endlessly restless. And i never know what I wan to do. I wish my voice would chang quiker. I keep waking up and hoping that when talk it will be deeper. I know I have a few months. Devon bought a voice recorder. Moy mom is freaking out because my sister told her. she wants to go on a road trip across canada with me. Just me and my mom for 5 days in a car? While she tries to assert my feminity for me? It would be like my whole childhood but concentrated into five days of hell. I hope she'll just buy me a plane ticket to calgary instead. I'm homesick for the west. I want to go there for a month and then go to burning man. I just do not like being in montreal for the summer. I feel like july will never end and i keep hoping that my mom will call me and tell me she bought me a ticket for tomorrow. Things are going good I'm just bored and restless and wishing for exciting crushes.