Oct 10, 2005 22:27
Why do people have to be so immature? I just can't figure it out...why do certain people waste there time being mad, over nothing. They just must find a reason to be mad. Why would you want to live your life like that? Don't you think they will look back on in someday and regret it...maybe? I dunno? I just don't understand people at all. I guess I don't understand a lot of things about life right now. I don't think I will ever fully understand my life. Why is there always drama? I am a senior now, 17 years old except a lot of the time I feel like a second grader because all anyone does in orono is talk crap about other people. Not saying that I don't do it...cuz everyone does it. But some people take it way to far, and just act way immature. Can't we all just enjoy are senior year. I mean I am so ready to move on and meet knew people, enjoy living at college and just start something new. I need a change, things are getting old and its only October. I still have a long time ahead of me. I need something intresting to happen...maybe a new crush? That would be fun, since my crush is somewhere in Sweden who I haven't heard from in awhile. Interestin how I totally called that one, but was told I would hear from him often,cuz he would miss me way to much.
Anyways I have way to much on my mind lately...and its all stupid stuff. Like how far behind I am in Videoagraphy, or how I don't understand my math assignment, or how I feel like I should be doing homework but I don't have any to do. I thought the speaker at school was really good today. He made a lot of really good points,and was also extremly funny while going about it. Then I get to cont. Issues today and get asked how I want people to remember me when I die?? I guess as Lindsay..whatever that is? I fun, happy person who people enjoyed being around. I have kinda been thinking about that question all day, and I don't know why? It just seemed like such a weird question I mean how do I want people to remember me?? Right...this is the weirdest entry every so I am just going to stop here.