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[littlelilyfoot]

Man on man am i tired. At least i don't have to go to work today. I have to do homework tho...which sux. I've been working my ass off in yearbook...it sucks, my next major deadline is in a week. I'm sick of people's fuckin bad attitudes in that class...i hope they realize that i control the grades...and attitude counts. Also, i'm considering maybe

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[beutiflybroken]

lily-
this is emily, yea and i know that your entry above is about me. And i just want to say that i am not talking shit about you and i am not making a big deal out of anything. I just thought that it was very innapropriate from my point of view that you went out to lunch with alex the other day. I remember when you and russell broke up that i did not go out to lunch with him or hang out with him at breaks..let alone talk to him in the class that the two of us had together. I think that it is rediculous that you would post a comment about someone (me, when it is obvious that this post is about me. And for you to call me patheric, phyco and a bitch is not ok since you dont even know me. I know that you were in the same situation as i am, last year and i thought that you would be understanding to the fact that it hurts when you are not able to be with someone that you love and to see other people with him....especially girls. and i think that i could say that you would have been pissed off if you saw another girl with your ex boyfriend so soon after you broke up. Im not telling you not to be firends with him, because well thats not my place and he already thinks that i am turning people against him, which i am not doing. I think that by you posting this entry in your journal have made it a bigger deal than it really is. why couldent you have just come up to me and said something instead of posting it for other people to read. like i said before you have no right to say thease things about me and you were probably feeling the same way that i am right now when you and your boyfriend of a long time broke up. I dont know how to make this comment private so im sorry that other people have to read this, i have not figured this journal out yet -emily

[littlelilyfoot]

Emily, firstly, i would like to apologize that i wrote all that stuff where other people can read it. Sometimes i forget that this stuff is public. I'm at work right now so i'm just gonna have to make this as brief as possible. First of all, i don't really think all of those things about you, i am just mad right now. I'm mad because for some reason, (and i don't care what certain other people say) people always seem to start shit with me. I am sure that i wasn't your intention (or at least i hope it wasn't) to be mean and hurtful...but you have been. I, of all people, understand what it is like to be dumped. The only thing is, that i was ok with russell being friends and talking with other girls after we broke up. Sure, i got jealous and upset when i found out he hooked up with someone a couple weeks after we broke up, but thats just a part of life. Alex and i have been friends since the begining of this year because we have classes together. We are strictly friends and i have no other motive. I respect the fact that you guys just broke up and i am strictly just friends with him. I don't think that there is anything inappropriate with the fact that i walked to his car with him to get something. Friends do that. I know that you were saying not so friendly things about me (to say the least) I don't appreciate it because i have never once done anything to you. I didn't go out to lunch with Alex alone...i was going out with my sister and he wanted to come along. Perfectly harmless if you ask me. I really wish that this situation hadn't escalated as much as it has. I feel as if you are out lf line by talking shit about me and gossipping about me with people. All i have ever tried to be is nice to you, especially since you are going through a hard time and i know that you know i understand that. I think that we whould talk about this in person. I hate being on bad terms with people, and i think that we have both done things we shouldn't have. I hate this petty drama, and i would much rather talk to you in person.