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Holy moley! I am sooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo sick of this shit. Been sick all weekend...what i thought was bad allergies turned into a really bad cough and cold and really bad sore throat and man oh man has it been fun. Been working on my 8 page lit essay. Surprisingly i've actually gotten quite a bit done but i have sick brain and have no clue if its good at all (especially since i haven't really been reading over it...too scared). I'm getting to the point where i don't much care. I dunno, i mean i want to but i just can't. I have a calculus test that i have to make up, and fatty physio test that supposedly rahman said will be the hardest test ever, and a government quiz and my lit essay ALL DUE THIS WEEK. Really maked me wanna go to school. It really does. Well, on a lighter note. My birthday is in a week n a half. yay. i'm excited. Tattoo. ouch. excited. man i gotta get out of the house. And....its really started to hit me how much i miss SEX. Ummm. Yah. I think its been a month now. Ummm. i know i said that i don't wanna be hooking up with anyone, and i really dont because i wanna just have fun and be with my friends...and i have hooked up with a few guys since josh...just no sex. and i miss you sex i miss you so much and you were so good to me and damn. i'm just gonna stop now before i get too worked up. Emi...hook it up. you know what i mean. Ideal situation. i need it bad.