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oh man. what a night. I'm at emi's house right now, just got back from winter formal. I dont really know what to say. I am confused and upset, but at the same time, i fell almost fine. I just don't get it. I really don't like guys sometimes. Note to self: dont trust em because they'll fuck you over. I know, what a cynical look on life, but the thing is, just about every guy who i have ever opened up to has screwed me over in one way or another. Well, i guess that's just life...i just hope that i don't have to deal with this shit very much longer. I just don't deserve it. I try my hardest to give my all and i just get fucked in the end. Well, somehow i still managed to have fun at the dance despite certain unwanted experiences. eww. Well, i'm tired and sick...and i think i'm gonna go veg out in front of the tv with my best friend miss emilia. I love emi. She's not a guy who will fuck me over and i know that she will always be there for me. Yay for friends.