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Why is it that when i'm finally starting to feel comfortable in almost all aspects in my life (which hasn't been the case since Mr. Bauer and moi broke up...) something has to go terribly wrong. So my family has pretty much been a constant fight for weeks now. If it isn't my parents its me and my sister or my sister and my parents...you get it right? My parents just got over a really big weekend long fight last week...it was really bad and intense. This weekend my neighbors told my parents about our little party (which was like a month ago) and my dad didn't know about it and my mom did already...led to another really huge gargantuan fight...really horrible. And now it brought up more of what my parents had been fighting about. Its really scary. I love both of my parents so much and the things that are going through my head right now scare the fucking shit out of me. I just want everything to be happy and go back to normal. Fuck stress...none of this would be happening right now. I feel so happy in my life right now...why does it have to be ruined?!