Jul 15, 2005 00:39
So. Its official. I'm so done with all of this walled lake Drama. Lauren.. YOU CAN HAVE HIM. I'm so sick of the crying.. Today is the first day I have not cried. Today is also the first time I have eaten.. its been 48 + hours I think.. something like that. And yes.. it did make me soooo sick to my stomach.. But I felt so much better having something in me.! Gosh. And I think that this is how I know that things will be ok.. that I can eat.. And that I can sit there and think of all the great things that we had.. and all the great times we shared with out crying. But.. I hate how he is freaking treating me like crap because of Lauren. I mean.. Does she mean that much that you would give up three years of a friendship.. because of what she thinks. Well guess what buddy.. she's the one sitting there telling me that we have to be friends because we've had a "beautiful relationship". Hmm that's what I thought too. it was amazing that we were the only people that could have relationship like we did and then have a friendship like ours.
BFFL. I'm going to miss you like Crazy. Don't have too much fun with out me. :-\ I love you like nuts kid! There's nothing more to say because you know I love you more than the world.
Ty. Hmm.. Too much to say. Seriously i hope that you have tonnnnnns of fun in Columbus Indiana. That's just the weirdest thing in the world. There should only be ONE columbus. And that is in Ohio. Anyways.. I'm seriously going to miss you like no other. And our 4 am conversations of me apologizing and almost breaking into tears.. and you not remembering the next morning. LoL. Anyways. Yes. We're hanging out as soon as we are both back here. *Hugs You*
i love erika also... shes the coolest person ever and im so glad shes coming with me.. i cant live without her... p.s. she hates bean head and his ass is grass .
- And if you knew anything about the way I type. You would know that Was Not me. That was my great friend Erika Michele. But I do love her.
Going to have a dance party with Erika and Molly
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