I swear if work and school didn’t occupy my time I would have jumped off a bridge.
I say something of that sort everyday. Or think it.
Arlena, I am so glad that you know that you and your brothers are not the basis of your dads problems. He sould be so ashamed of even saying anything like that to you. He brought you guys into this world and you didn't ask for anything that you have gone though. You are so strong and I love that about you. You, like myself have the abaility to get though all of the bullshit and lies your fed through keeping yourself productive and with the hope of leaving someday soon. I promise you we will get out of here. I know we will, why else would have have to endure all of our familys bullshit, because we know that we get to leave them and let them think about how much they have done to us. NOT what WE have done to them. We didn't ask to be here. We are their responsibility, they shouldnt have to be ours. Which in our case, they are. You have to help your dad and I have to help my mom. But We are going to get out of here. And if your worried about your brothers, before we leave...tell them everything. Tell them that they can get out of the situation just like you did. Tell them that if they work at it, they will be okay.
aww i love you soo much cortney. yea my dads been through alot over the last 20 years cuz of my mom but he thinks i dont have any problems cuz of her. he doesnt have to spend the best years of his life in this hell. hes had his moment in the sun and i dont want mine to be wasted on stupid problems. so california is my medicine to this flu i call life at the moment.
I know. Its like they dont even CARE who things affect us. My family doesnt care what they are doing to me, making me go back and forth between them, making me chose a side, making me never able to have a home again. They simple do not care. They care about hating eachother so much that they dont give a fuck about how its influencing our lives and our minds. I have more problems than i know of and its becaus eof them. They don't get why today is my dads birthday and im not going to call him. I dont care if i get introuble. I dont care about any of them anymore. I through. The only thing I truley love in this world are my friends.
Yeah, you're right. We'll be better than ok. iloveyousomuch/.
I say something of that sort everyday. Or think it.
Arlena, I am so glad that you know that you and your brothers are not the basis of your dads problems. He sould be so ashamed of even saying anything like that to you. He brought you guys into this world and you didn't ask for anything that you have gone though. You are so strong and I love that about you. You, like myself have the abaility to get though all of the bullshit and lies your fed through keeping yourself productive and with the hope of leaving someday soon. I promise you we will get out of here. I know we will, why else would have have to endure all of our familys bullshit, because we know that we get to leave them and let them think about how much they have done to us. NOT what WE have done to them. We didn't ask to be here. We are their responsibility, they shouldnt have to be ours. Which in our case, they are. You have to help your dad and I have to help my mom. But We are going to get out of here. And if your worried about your brothers, before we leave...tell them everything. Tell them that they can get out of the situation just like you did. Tell them that if they work at it, they will be okay.
We will be okay. I love you.♥
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iloveyou and we'll be better then ok.
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Yeah, you're right. We'll be better than ok.
iloveyousomuch/.
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