Jul 22, 2005 00:13
i got to see hanna and ky tonight. two awesome girls.
saturday apparently there is a party, as well as tomorrow.
tomorrow is also Red Chord, Left To Burn, When These Days End, Tomrorow Isnt Promised, and Concubine. Good show, I cant wait to let out my anger.
Dinner tonight was so good I love applebees and it was the first good sober conversation ive had in a while. usually i cant tlak like that but i dunno hanna is good at it.
people over tonight, fairly fun. sorry i missed calls my phone was upstairs all night.
dj dario and myself now for hellfest. awesome. 2 people i love and wish i could spend more time around. a break from the kids in my town.
egan leaves in a exactly one week.him and nicole are the only kids left that i grew up with and am still close to. nicole is moving away too...everythings going too fast for me. its been am onth since high school was over and i miss it so much. i wish i was a little kid again, and all my friends werent going away. im gonna be a mess when egan leaves, itll hit me so hard right then. hes just the first of many to go.
i wish i wouldve realized how much fun school was before senior trip, and savored it more. ill never go to a good college, so ill never get the expierience again. oh well, no regrets, cant go back now.
my sadness about some things has turned to anger, and i could think of 3 people i could kill right now and laugh about it. real shit.
yep.